In a lengthy statement shared on Instagram on Thursday (October 13), Sibounheuang paid tribute to her boyfriend, sharing a video montage of them together with their family.
“I am 100% not ok,” Sibounheuang wrote. “If I wasn’t spiritual I could kill my self (but then I’ll go to hell and my man not there).” She then revealed Rock protected her by pushing her under a table while shots were being fired.
“My man saved my life, Throwing me under that table. I’m not supposed to be here but bc of him. I am. No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can’t even handle this.
To witness what I saw and to keep seeing it in my head, to being forced out the restaurant, to not be able to go in the ambulance or the hospital, Car keys, purse and my phone taken from me, forced in the back of a police car, locked in an interrogation room all night, while all this is going on and to be the last person in this world to know my man didn’t make it after having the faith and confidence that he was.”
In her post, Steph also reveals a heartbreaking detail from the tragic day, saying “My last day with u. I told you “I know you my husband. I know you my soulmate”
She continued ”Even it was for a little bit. At least we got to experience what having a soul mate is… and for that…I am grateful. You told me u hate it took so long, u wish you would’ve changed way sooner. It takes so much prayer and spiritual therapy to gain the strength to do the simple things in life now.
“They say your angels come and stop by and visit you but I feel like mine is always here, it ain’t no stopping by. This life we live on earth is just temporary before we get to heaven or hell. Where we will spend eternity. Only thing matters in this short life is LOVE anything else is irrelevant…you can’t take NONE OF THIS STUFF with you. The devil is running loose on earth. I will never understand a loss so close. I feel so empty. My world is dark now. My heart is broken for the kids.”
“Cover me with strength, grace, and vision to carry on for the family. Shed light on this world in such dark times. Let your power overcome evil.
Pain is real. No matter how rich u are, how famous u are, how spiritual u are. Some pain is inevitable.”
Steph Sibounheuang’s tribute video included clips of Rock spending time with their daughters Milan and Xuri.
As reported earlier, PnB Rock was gunned down while dining at Roscoe’s Chicken ‘N Waffles September 12. According to official police reports, the couple were having lunch at the South Los Angeles restaurant when a masked man approached Rock and demanded he forked over his expensive jewelry, which he flaunted on Instagram prior to visiting the restaurant. No confirmation on if a tussle happened afterwards, but Rock was reported to have been shot multiple times by the robber, who then fled the scene with his jewelry. The ‘Selfish’ rapper was rushed to the hospital but unfortunately did not make it.
So far three suspects have been arrested and charged in connection with the murder.